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well it's 3 weeks or so since i first posted this. I've been at uni 5 days. She ended it with me yesterday. I dont think i'll ever get her back even though i trully, truly do want it to happen. I balled my eyes out over the phone to my sister for 40 minutes and felt better. Then i got a phone call from my mum (y sister had told her she was worried about me and to phone me) and managed not to cry on that conversation. Talking about it has helped but. i dont know how to move on. i dont know if i want to move on. It's only her feelings that have changed, not mine. i still love her just as much as i did before all this happened. all i want to do is lie down on a bed whilst holding her and fall alseep the way we used to.
so, can anyone recommend anything for this. currently when i think of her with anyone else i feel sick and want to seriously physically harm the person i imagine her with (even though he hasnt done anything wrong as i guess she is single now). i still love her just as much so does anyone have any suggestions for how to move on or diminish these feelings?
boy am i depressed.
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