maleficent

Banned because of age? it still deserves an answer...

It's good your boyfriend laid his cards out on the table with you, because everything you are doing, is the surest way to drive him away. That kind of drama is a lot for anyone to handle, let alone anyone as young as you two are.

You have it backwards though, you say you have to change in order to stay with him. I'd say that's wrong, you have to change, and the only way true change happens, is when you do it for you, and only for you.

You have a lot of stress in your life right now, from family, from school, from boyfriend, from lack of friends, you need help in learning how to manage stress (because, it will just get worse later on.)

In your local phone book, check for the free counseling lines, or thru the guidence office in high school or college, you need a trained professional to get you thru this, Aceteyne's right. Your boyfriend is not the person to be talking to about this right now, becuase he's one of the stress sources, you need someone neutral.

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