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Originally posted by Jennteel
...I am at the point of tossing away all hopes of being happy and loved...
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this part really stuck out at me. why are you losing all hope of being happy? you dont need anyone to make you happy. for that matter how did he make you happy?...doesnt sound like a happy relationship. what is your definition of happiness?...being in a relationship that you put 100% into which you never see in return? sounds to me like you were just dependant on him.
you need to find that thing or things that make you happy. everytime you find yourself missing him just remember all the terrible things that he did to you and your kids. remember your better then him. you DESERVE someone who will treat you the way you want to be treated.
i wouldnt confuse loneliness with being happy. personally i would rather be happy and lonely then in a shitty relationship with someone and not be happy. man life is too short to rely on someone else to make you happy...fuck him and live your life to the fullest. you seem like a very loving and caring person and he should be lucky to even know you.
oh yah...get yourself a roomate. that should help the loneliness. get yourself involved in groups and clubs for whatever interests you...then you will be surround by others with the same interests.