I'm not great with words so... I'll try to explain it.
I love my ex girlfriend. In fact, I have never loved anyone so much and when we made the "plan", which consisted of her pretty much leaving me while I still felt so much for her, I just shook my head yes in shock.
I am now in a situation with my ex where I have to be with her from time to time. I have noticed that she is acting like she did when we first started dating. Hitting me playfully, using pet names for me.. ect. Thats fine, although it is pretty painful for me because, well, I still love her and she hits hard
. Also I'm trying 110 % to be all buddy buddy with her and shes taking that.
I guess the problem is, I love her so much but I know she wants me to be with her as a friend. It's hard I guess.
What should I do about it. Work through the pain or try to avoid her. Any tales of your own might help also.
Thanks