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Originally posted by maleficent
Don't think about falling in love... Just date who you want to date, because the woman interests you, if love happens, it happens, if it doesn't happen... well then at least you get a smile on your face from some nookie...
What are your feelings about sex? Yeah, it's good, but in a small part of the back of your brain do you see it as something -- not sure if dirty is the word I'm looking for - with a negative connotation, not that the feelings you get from it are negative -- but that you shouldn't be having sex unless you are married (I spent way too many years in Catholic school -- does it show?)
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As for thinking about falling in love.. I don't.. it slowly dawns on me that I start to have feelings for this person.. now.. not exactly dates (as it's a uni-atmosphere.. and no-one really 'dates'
)... but just hanging out with them and stuff.
I'll probably be one of the only guys that ever says this.. but overall sex isn't that interesting to me. I don't see a "sex before marriage is bad" situation.. but I'm not constantly pushing for sex from someone.
"dirty".. I know what you mean.. and I'd like to think I don't... I don't feel 'guilty' afterwords or anything. Just.. I dunno. I'd like to say it's me subconciouslly being afraid to open myself up to such a level emotionally/spiritually/whaever, but that doesn't seem to make sense (as when I'm in love with someone, I don't really have problems telling them anything.. so you think I'd have no problem having sex with them. And overall I don't.. there's just no.. deep carnal lust or anything towards them hehe)...