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Yeah I can sort of understand where she is coming from. I mean we did only know each other a short time in person. Getting to know someone more over the phone is not the same as knowing them in person. That is part of why she is so hesitent about things. It's just hard, I mean just a couple of weeks ago she was telling me how much she missed me and how much she wanted to get back to me. Now it's this whole thing about wanting to be alone for the rest of the summer. I just don't understand what sparked this...
It's tough to keep my mind off it. I try, but I just keep coming back to it. I know she says she needs the time to herself to do her own thing so that she can start fresh with me. It's just hard for me to take a step back like that. Typically I only want to move forward in a relationship. But I guess this is a step that is necessary for us to have a chance to move forward.
Only time will tell I guess. Waiting is definitely the hardest part. I want to talk to her, I want to understand better, but I want to give her some space. She used to call me all the time, as of late the calls had died off a bit and I was the one calling her... I take that as a bad sign, but maybe I'm making too much of it. Ugh, I hate this...
Oh well, in the mean time I am going to go out as much as I can and just have some fun and relax to get my mind off of it. I really do hope that the two of us can pick up where we left off at the beginning of the summer though...
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Lionel Hutz
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