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it's not that I have decided she isn't the one.....it's that I'm unsure she is??? And it's not all about sex for me.....but I am unhappy with the once every 2 months aspect. I've just noticed the my current gf and I have alot similar from the past when we were in univeristy...but as we grow...we seem to be splitting apart (in our interests etc...).....but because of such the awesome times we had in school...it's hard to think about throwing that all away. I think that since we got together so well back than..that it could possibly be in our future......but am not sure. Right now we are both content with seeing each other once or twice a week...since on weekends she hangs with her 'separate friends' and I hang with mine....and we are happy doing so......she wants me to come out with her and her firends....but I have no desire...as they are 'her' friends. So maybe this 'girl #2' is just icing on the cake that has got me thinking more about my current set-up. I hate coming across here as a jerk....or a bad bf.....cause I'm not......I 'm just trying to get my shit figured out!!
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