TFP Pity Party! Everyone's Invited

My constant "need" for social acceptance by the "cool kids" is both getting old and wearing me down.

It would behoove me to delete my Facebook account, but I know I won't. I get too much pleasure out of seeing all the fun activities everyone is involved in with each other and without me.

I really wish my "marriage receiving line" model of social interaction--where my friends and acquaintances spend time hanging out with me and give me attention just because they want to, with no effort made on my part--worked. Obviously it doesn't.

Wah wah waaahhh.

 

Have not smoked in 4 days and the withdraw has me ready to go postal!

 

My heel decided to swell up, so I'm limping, and I sneezed and strained my abs, so they hurt now. What a drag it is getting old.

 

The two different eye drops that are supposed to prevent dry eyes and irritation were causing dry eyes and eye irritation. What the hell.

 

I just ate an orange, then rubbed my eyes...

 

I just discovered a packet of forever stamps that got washed in the pocket of the pants that I'm wearing. Trying to salvage what I can now.



I'm an idiot.

 

snowy, sorry to hear about your sore throat. I hate sore throats. Hope you feel better soon!

 

You got gypped. Forever, my ass!

 

Every time I see an advertisement for nicorette or nicoderm cq it makes me want to smoke. I'm pretty sure the dummies in the production department didn't really think these ads through.. then again, that's the norm.

 

today my SO told me that she got offered a great scholarship at a different college and will be leaving me (probably in more than one way) in a week or two

 

Well fuck that.

 

Sorry to hear that

 

It sucks, but opportunity is known to not knock very often, and missed opportunities are the worst things ever.

Still, sorry to hear of your impending loss.

 

Don't worry, it'll grow back.

 

Really? She's leaving you simply because of a scholarship at a different college?

If that's the case, I'd say fuck her very much.

Not that she's taking the opportunity, but that it is grounds for breaking up.

 

Don't be ridiculous. College-age chitlins break up all the time. It's rare if anybody makes it through college with the same partner.

That and giving up on an educational or job opportunity for a college-age partner is incredibly naive and often breeds resentment.

 

truth. still doesn't make it suck any less haha

 

Thinking breaking up is bad? That's nothin'. Just look forward to horror of the half dozen women you're going to have to have crazy, sweaty monkey fucking with just to find another partner you can tolerate in a long term relationship. All that sex you don't wanna have. God, that's just depressing.

But you'll find a way to make it work. You're a survivor.