01-16-2004, 02:31 PM | #1 (permalink) |
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The Spirit of Kurt Cobain
May sound strange, but I have a story for you.
When I was 14 (1993) I started getting into Nirvana, not an ultimate fan, but I sure loved them- espeically Kurt. Never got a chance to see them in concert, but then in 1994, Kurt died. I was in shock. I didn't know what to think. Man, someone who has incredible talent and a family has just killed himself (or so we are led to believe- I don't know). I quietly and secretly mourned for his death, although I was not able to make it to his vigil. I wondered why I felt the way I did- it was almost like a connection. One night I had this dream that he was standing with me (and my grandma) in my house and I was bawling my eyes out. He simply smiled and said with a soft voice, "I am okay now. I am always here." And he just held me for the longest time. That is one of the few dramatically vivid dream I have ever had. Soon after that dream, I was meditating one day and I was thinking of him. All of the sudden I open my eyes and I see myself hugging him for what seemed forever. Then, all of the sudden, I heard something that startled me. It sounded like something fell in my closet- I looked in there, but nothing was out of place. Strange to say, but I feel that Kurt is with me- kind of like my Guardian Angel. It's an awesome feeling really, because underneath whatever he was and that was going on in his life, he is a spirit like the rest- and I always felt that he had a strong, warm soul. |
01-18-2004, 07:02 AM | #6 (permalink) |
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that is a really good story and i agree with what mrselfdestruct said about goin to see someone who has delt with that sorta stuff.
i wish i had somethign like that
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01-23-2004, 09:10 PM | #9 (permalink) |
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thats awsome, i didnt get into nirvana till after kurts death, im only 18, so i was young at the time, but ive always felt somthing weird about him, like there was some connection, which is weird cause i never knew the guy. but we both play left handed guitar, and his music and his mind seem to be in a weird similarity to mine, i love reading his journals (the book, and the odd thing being, theres one entry, where he writes somthing like, "ive had journals stolen from me, youve raped my privacy" sorta thing, which is ironic now that there is an entire book....
JUSTICEFORKURT.com awsome site. long live Kurdt Kobain and his music. |
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