Trying To Sleep
 

When I lay awake
In a deep thought of my fears
I realize how small Im
The life I left behind
To gain the life i have now
The thoughts run throw my head
I try so hard
To tell myself that im gone
To much that time cant erase
I still hold on
With thorns tering my flesh...
Tears i cant hold back
Yet im Blessed By My Pain..
And all i wish is to have a pease
And Fall asleep.....

I like it, it's real. Sleep is a luxury in my opinion.

blessed by pain indeed