Raptor20561

hey check out the site seretogis.org, its owned by someone who posts here. i post my poems on that site, here are the 4 i have on seretogis.org go post some of yurs!!

reality
last updated.. november 9th, 2003
contributed by.. raptor

reality,
where does it start
where does it end

as you talk i wont believe
as you talk i cant believe
but then it starts

the reality of it all
the reality of what you said
the reality of what you told me

i cant believe,
i wont believe,
i start to believe...

the parts come to me
piece by piece
i start to understand

i push it away
no, this cant be
i wont let it be!

but then it comes back
slowly but surely
it all comes back

the reality of it all



forgetting
last updated.. november 9th, 2003
contributed by.. raptor

You make me laugh
your ignorance is so bliss,
but you don’t understand
you can’t reminisce

I sit down and think of the past
it hurts me, you can’t believe
don’t try to figure it out,
you can’t start to perceive


smiling...
laughing...
not knowing...
if you only could see what I was thinking,
trust me when I say you wouldn’t disagree
but then it comes out, it starts showing


what i want to do to you
the feelings I want you to understand,
I’ve got it all for you
It’s all planned

I can't look your way
it sickens me profusely,
the look on your face
it's your memory I can't erase

I sit here now contemplating memories,
I can’t stand it anymore, when will I forget
everyday I ask God
will I ever stop the regrets...?




Judas
last updated.. october 5th, 2003
contributed by.. raptor

I'm losing grip I cant hold on
I need someone to help me get back on
I feel myself slipping away
see what you have caused? How the FUCK can you look away!?

you don't know the pain I feel
you caused it all,
when... how... will it heal

I try to hide behind the cover
conceal it all within,
but it wont work this time
its coming out, let the rage begin

you fucked me over once,
then you tried it twice,
you take your third chance
and now you pay the price


you'll never know how I feel now
you'll never feel this fucking shit,
but, oh how I wish you could
and how I know you should




Darkness
last updated.. september 14th, 2003
contributed by.. raptor

As darkness consumes me I try to run away,
It runs after me as if I am Its prey.

the more I run, the stronger It gets,
It wants to take me, It has no regrets.

It knows what’s within: My deepest fear,
the pain It causes begins to sear.

as I fall into Its clutches,
I can start to feel the Memories It touches.

will this horror be my fate,
someone save me, wait, it's too late.

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Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail