09-15-2003, 01:38 PM | #1 (permalink) |
Crazy
Location: Indiana University of Pennsylvania
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Just a collection of some of my poems
I'm far from an important person, merely an undergraduate college student, but here are some of my writings.
Curse the Day Pushed away, fallen and rejected; Once again I'm on my own To live a life feeling dejected: Curse the day that you said no. You couldn't give and you couldn't find Enough reason to cast aside your doubt, Even though you want to be mine: Curse the day that you said no. Hearts are broken and souls are shattered From a love that could not come true Now the angels weep in robes come tattered: Curse the day that you said no. Aside we go with pleasant smiles Knowing exactly waht's cast aside: No church bells or wedding aisles: Curse the day that you said no. I'll love you forever, even while you're gone My heart is yours, but I must go: Time comes once again for me to move on: Curse the day that you said no. March of Death Life is pain, it is suffering Pain for others. Suffering for yourself. They are both related: It is a circle that spins round and round. It never ends and never begins. Death itself is no release from this circle For it still inflicts pain For others. For yourself. The pain you fell multiplies my suffering My suffering is a punishment worse than death. But it isn't even half of what I deserve, Death is too good for me. My life is only pain and suffering, Worse of all for the one who deserves none. If my suffering heals one, I hope it is her. She deserves all of heaven's mercy. And I, all of hell's fire; Every day will be a memory of her. First of love. Last of pain. And if I shall no longer touch her lovingly again My life will be empty and cold hereafter. Far worse than hell. But nothing less than I deserve. Memories I could stare at this sky all night It floats all beautiful, gray and black Being here feels so right It allows my mind to travel back To the time when we first met: My smile met your gentle laugh; I knew that it was fate. But now our different paths are set; Sorrow came from your wrath. And now the time's too late. In this life, relationships come and go And I know that ours is gone. But this is all that I have for you to know: My love in you lives on. To Mindy What alms can heal these wounds That none but me can see? My soul is locked away within its tomb From an early death that I have made. If this is how life without you feels Then my death, I pray comes soon. Down a dark and painful road my life now wheels For no mixture or manly cure can heal these wounds. But our star, I can still see shining brightly Though it is consumed by clouds of gray. All I want is to hold you tightly But the wall that I have built still stands in our way. I still love you with all my heart, believe it as you may For, forever shall I love you, forward from this day. To Diane Two nights ago I knew a girl Whose kiss was but a dream. From her smile, my heart was stolen But she gave me something to believe. Two nights ago I fell in love With a girl I could not have Untouchable as the golden sun, The suspense has made me mad. Two nights ago I gained new hope For this girl so far away. I cannot wait for time's stroke To give her to me someday For her, I'd wat for all my youth, But she's really not too far in truth. Walking the Path Take my hand and walk with me Down this path and you will see: The world we had known before; The world that exists forevermore. The land below is just a dream: It is shallow and false, where nothing's clean. It may be hard, but just believe: That our footprints last when we leave. This road we choose is our own And no matter how far from it you may roam, The path and world is still yours and mine And it is free from the constraints of time. Untitled She's more lovely Than she appears to be. Her smile is so lonely But so is the one on me. Think what you will Think words you won't say Because you don't have the will To make things right today. Go, live on without her Just as you've done so far Cause it just doesn't matter If you won't risk your heart. ------- That's it for my poems. If you read them, thank you for your time and attention. I know a lot of the feelings are exaggerated, but I write with emotion, not with logic. |
09-15-2003, 10:01 PM | #6 (permalink) |
Junkie
Location: Up yonder
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Wow...lots of feeling behind Curse the Day...and the one line "Now the angels weep in robes come tattered" really got me. I'll look forward to reading more from this "mere college student"
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09-18-2003, 08:21 PM | #9 (permalink) |
Crazy
Location: Indiana University of Pennsylvania
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Here's another one, I named it song:
Why must I be so lonely And sit here all alone? I know where I could be now But it's not the place for me. I just don't understand Why I chose to be lonely When I still have you. I could cry just thinking About what we could have had. I haunts my night and dreams But it just couldn't be. Please make me understand Why my life is so lonely When I could be with you. |
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