MacGnG

i don't want to hurt anyone, especially you. i dont know if i did, but i must have. i didnt want to. i wasn't trying to.


i am just trying to do this; something. i'm just trying to figure out who i am.
they say "BE YOURSELF." well who the fuck am i? i'm just doin' something, i dunno. I DONT KNOW!

why am i supposed to know? how am i supposed to know? am i supposed to know? what the fuck?

i dont care! i was just tryin to have a good time and party. so i got fucked up, there isn't anything wrong with that; you were fucked up too.

i dont understand anything, how could i? i dont understand me! how could i understand you. i just dont, but i want to! i want to understand you.

why am i writing this? why not? i dont see you writing anything! duh

i beat myself up enough so no one could hurt me more. there is no reason to try and you all know that.

I am just trying to be Me, trying to find You, so We can be US. everyone wants that, at least i KNOW i want that.
i want me to be one part of "US".

who am i talking to? maybe i'm talking to you... maybe you are talking to me.
either way i got my point across, i can start to fell better. i hope you do too.

i was rude, and i apologize. but shit happens. this happened, and it was awesome, you KNOW it was.
i only know how it was, and it was great.

it could have been better, it could ALWAYS be better. you could make it better.

I know how it was; i know that it was good, and i was happy. i could tell you were too.

but what did i get out of it? i realize how much i appreciate you and that i didnt. how much i should appreciate myself.
i realized how awesome it could be. how i could be, how you could be.

i dont know what i want, besides you. but i DO want you to want me. i want to be a part of something. I want to Be.

World's King

Exactly my point.

I understand... even though you made no sense.

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heavy is the head that wears the crown

J.R.V.A.

Sounds familar... good stuff

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And as she plays,
her sweet song of laughter
floats through the air
and warms my heart

MacGnG

as long as someone understands nothing else matters

K-Wise

I actually understand it. The whole thing is a state of discombobulation. We've all been there. Contradicting ourselves...for some even being in denile at times. Realizing we were an ass a minute too late and not knowing exactly what to do about it. If one were to write down his exact feelings during one of those times it would be very much like this. Very scattered and seemingly everywhere because ya don't know exactly what it is your feeling cause your feeling more than one thing. I thought this was good. A hint of cynicism?

Asta!!

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It ain't goodbye, it's see ya later! I'll miss you guys! - Asta!!

Double D

It's good, Mac. It's real.

Eowyn_Vala

Wow, that's all I can say. Very great work!

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Cain: I know what you're doing. I've lead troops into battle before.
DG: And, how am I doing?
Cain: Well, there's less *hugging* when I do it

MacGnG

thanks. i guess im ok now, if nothing else i can _try really hard_ to learn from my mistakes....