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<b>frazzled & bewildered</b>

cuz i am a procrastinating fool & now i gotta hurry up hurry up & have been hurrying up the past several days. i look forward to december 26th somehow...

oops. i <i>should</i> be doing something else right now. :crazy:

GREAT :)

feelin' swell about the............damn...i can't believe i just typed swell......anyways,feelin' good about the holidays and i hope you all in nonsense land have a great christmas

I am feeling hungry, perhaps I'll have a sandwich

hey flyman....swell is a great word! I use it all the time - that and "grand". People think I'm nuts!

Present mood.......melancholy, lonely, sad, delighted (thanks springrain), empty.....that doesn't sound good does it?!

Oh...and yes, hungry too just like slimshaydee :lol:

damn Canadians eh.........:D

depressed

lethargic, yet rightfully so.

life is good...

I seemed to have set my money on fire.
The rate of the conflagration is alarming.
Did I mention that all this flaming loot is pouring out my wazoo.
I keep pushing it back in but it will not stay and it burns.
I am very uncomfortable.

sad, lonely, a bit depressed, confused, unsure, uneasy.



but I'm looking forward to watching my niece open her Christmas presents tomorrow morning.

averett, snap out of it...you've got too much ahead of you to be depressed! PM me with a song request if you need something special to snap you out of your doldrums...

Proud to a have an Uncle like Phil looking out for us.
Content... done everything I could to make this Christmas a great one.
Relaxed... on vacation this after New Years.
Concerned... for Averett, Bernadette and Emotion. Holidays can do things to the psyche. Been there.
Alarmed for GH. Flame broiled 'Burger's buns! Yikes!! My money usually just burns a hole through my pockets. Ya might want to put some ointment on that (or the condiment of your choice).

I am drunk and a little stoned. Just like normal. Tommorrow is Christmas. So what... I'll be stoned just fine for tomorrow... but not drunk... oh damn this incestuous marijuana and not alcoholic binge ceremony!!!

Drink Up!!!

Tired, worried, feeling a bit blue. Longing for the days when I no longer feel lonely and sad at Christmas.

Eyes burn from all the tears I shed after my son told me he was leaving for Afghanistan Jan. 5th

Looking forward to seeing my little dude (grandson) tomorrow and watching him open all the stuff I got him. The highlight of my Christmas season will be to see that face light up and those huge green eyes look up at me and him telling me how much he loves me! :D

bored excited restless...

The feeling you get when you got to go to work the next day and you dont want it to come.

Okay... just okay. Not good. Not bad. Was doing good for most of the day. Then annoyed. Then okay. Then depressed. Then okay. Then got a laugh and now am just okay.

Just coming down from a full blown panic attack.....Hey, you asked! ;)
Other than that, just fuckin' peachy. Not very convincing eh?
Actually, now that the nerves have settled, I'm doing okay.

Got my little guy in there sleeping so peacefully and he is a sheer joy to watch sleep. He's been with me since I took him his Christmas presents. I love how I feel when he is with me. It is like the rest of the world is non existent and it is just us, playing laughing, hugging, chillin' watchin' movies (X-Men tonight) and simply having fun. The good Lord knew what he was doing when he blessed me with him! :)

And now that I just wrote about him, I feel better than I did when I logged on. :D

Angel, you too...

<b>relieved & happier</b> now (xmas is taken care of)

<b>a bit preoccupied/concerned</b> with worries yet (remodeling the home & need to find & order stuff in a timely way)

<b>happy</b> (our new toilet is installed. how pathetic is it to be happy about a toilet?)

Disappointment (in other peoples' musical taste)

Loneliness (parents are in Florida for the weekend, leaving me with an empty apartment)

Anticipation (for that moment when my folks come back and I can give them my presents)

Pride (for the fact that I've just completed my first week of full-time work.. well, sort of, if not X-Mas)

depression I'm so very alone.

Doin' the happy dance! I got my new computer today! :D
Now I can be on line and not have it crashon me! Woo Hoo! Just have to set up my outlook and such and I'm good to go!
Yippee!

tired.

i'm goin' with FUZZY today.............


yup......that's it.............FUZZY

Vaguely unsettled, with a slight sense that if I knew why I was unsettled I'd go straight to disturbed.

Meloncoly. :|

Not bad, but not good.

Bored: I need to get out of the damn house, in a couple hours I hope. :|

Insecure : girls man....girls....

Pulling away...Retreating behind my bariers... slipping into the treacherous trenches of the mind... slipping down... down... down... further and further...

Fragile.

Bored out of my mind and depressed that this may be the best I can do.

Where's the titties?

Smartassed too, by the way

anticipation - real bandwidth awaits in a measure of days!
pride - we spend all of our lives, going out of our minds, looking back from our births, and forward to our demise even scientists say, everything is just light, never created nor destroyed, just eternally bright. masters in every time, lord in every place, those who stood up for love, in spite of the hate.

don't feel like working.

A little disgusted, with a bit of shame.

I know what I have to do, I just can't make myself do it. Even though tomorrow I'll wish I had done it tonite. I'm sooo pitiful! Just fucking do it!

sleep0ry

Unmotivated, Overwhelmed, but more than a little Bored.

(Think I'll go & read for a while.)

My heart is still beating.....I think.

Tired and relieved,

frazzled........ tired..........

spent ALL day yesterday packing up our kitchen. i'm hurridly eating a sandwich right now, hoping i get my teeth brushed before the contractor arrives to begin tearing up our kitchen. i've been up & running around like a headless chicken since 5:30am..... i went to bed at 2am....

Hopeful.
Hmmmm...how odd! :)

Exhausted.

Suicidal...

Tired and lethargic, but 3 hours of sleep does that to a person. Besides that I'd say I'm doing alright. Not a bad day by any means, just not fantastic.

NiceGuy, if you're serious I'd suggest you talk to someone, anyone. I've had depressed freinds before but their doing ok now.

Empty
Lonesome
Lost

sucks to be me today....

mental

soooo very sleepy

g'night tfp
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

blaaah.... there's never anything to do!

Conflicting.
I love my life, but there must be something more...