What is this from?
 

I know in the past I've caused you pain, and I'm sorry. And I'll always be sorry until the day I die. And I hate this pen I'm holding because I should be holding you. I hate this paper in my hand because it isn't you. I even hate this letter because it's not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is -- so much more than a letter can even say. If you want to hate me, go ahead. If you want to burn this letter, do it. You could burn whole world down. You could tell me to go to Hell, if you wanted to. And I'd do it. And I'd send you a letter from there.



what is this from? i really need to find out

Found a reference to it on the site for the television show, My So Called Life...

The letter was written by Jordan Catalano to Angela

http://www.mscl.com/angelasworld/poems.phtml?layout=low

http://www.geocities.com/Area51/1303.../socalled.html

Compliments of Google.

I thought it sounded kinda televisininy(is that a word?)

I googled the entire letter, and I came up with this site with quotes from a television show called My So Called Life. I've never heard of it, but it didn't seem to be a very old program.

My So-Called Life Quotes

It was a whiney teen angst television show - -Claire Danes was the star of it - I don't think it was on for more than a season or two.