Toz

In front of God you could stand when you die. Or in front of satan in chains you can stand when you die. In front of nothing is the most common(THE ONE I BELIEVE) is where you can stand when you die.

I have prayed to God. I have told him that damning Satan was an idea of 2000 years (1900 years ago I believe). It is not an idea of today. Today we have other ways of confinement other then puting bad people on a throne in a Bad place.

Now I have not made this my priority in life. It is just one of many that I have gone through. Not to say I am a sane person but there is indeed some sanity left in me after my 23 years of life.

I have not always done good in life. But life has not always done good to me...

On this forum there are many people of different types coming from different backgrounds. I am not a lurker or a poster. I am just someone who has had an account for a long time. I do not need to show my "ePeen" with my sign-on date because it will be on the left-hand column of this post.

If you look through my previous postings on this forum you will notice it has been awhile since I have been an obvious member of this forum. I "say" that because I have been a member of this forum for my entire duration of what I call my "recovery from life" days.

I have been a member of the underground. Not a member of a underground-upperground. My life has been at best over the past four years mediocore. And at worse terrible. This post is not a rant nor a troll. It is just a post on providing information on what I think life is. Not that it is bad or good. It is just a conflict between "bad and good".

I have posted A rant before. And I have tried not to be a troll on some the other posts(or real life) events. But I see this country(America) or this world just repeating what happened during the Golden Era of 0ad-200ad. It is going to be taken over by a "Roman" empire. That is, in my opinion what will; probably happen, but seeing life in front of a website can really change you whether you know it or not.

Correction: You will not see my join date on the left hand side. 06-18-2003.

Plan9

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