Crazy
Location: Sydney, Australia
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Some Stuff I've Written
I'm currently writing a pretty lengthy story at the moment about a certain person who was in my life not so long ago... should be finished sorta soon, I'll be sure to post that up here too.
"My Friend Tasha" (practically my first piece)
My friend tasha is special, shes kind, cuddly and warm
My friend tasha is unique, she's visible for all to see
Although sometimes I swear she's a dream
Someone whose this good can only be real in dimensions of wonder
Sometimes the days are dark
Tasha helps me find the light to a good day
By showing me, how to make the most of nothing
For which she has shown that I must fight to find my way
If life gets rough, I know who I can call
I bounce idea's off tash just like a wall
I just hope she understands she can do the same
For it wouldn't be fair if life was all a game
Through all of life's misery and pain
I pray to god that I may speak to her again
Through out the day, i tend to feel sad
This is when I get my pen and write on my pad
Without Tasha I would be lost
Without Tasha I would not know what to do?
So this is why I need to be nice and thank you
For what you have done, for knowing, me
The feelings which are inside
They won't leave nor subside
Day in, day out I wish I wasn't here
But leaving tash alone is the one thing I fear
I just hope that she can open her eyes
And really understand, try to realize
What's in my heart, how much she means to me
That forever I want to know her, so sane I can be
I want her to know that it's me
The one beside her looking out
There I will always be
To make sure she's safe and sound
But when time comes to an end
There's only one thing I will still know
One thing I will keep near my heart
There is nuffin better.... than MY MUFFIN!!!
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This one... was directed to a girl who I had a relationship with not too long ago (the story pretty much) this was my way pretty much of asking her out HEH.. (it's pretty dodgy)
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That one night that we physically shared..
The one night, when my mind was badly impared..
My lips met yours in a suttle kiss
For a few moments I was experiencing bliss
The feelings which are now inside
They won't leave, nor subside
To get through it all, I need a guide
But, do I really want to leave you?
Together side by side we can stand
But only if you take my hand
My mind has always been fast
It's this that makes me an outcast
Know that I think of you
Not knowing what to do
I sit here, in the dark.. I shead a tear
I've finally realized, not to let you slip
As, losing you is now my primary fear
Memories, slice inside... just like a knife
That beautiful smile on your face
Oh what a place to get lost...
To look in your eyes, and see such grace
How did this happen and what is to be?
Should I let go?
Should I give you up
Maybe, I should fight?
Or just leave it be..
My minds playing tricks
It's telling me
To give you the flick
But I know I can't..
I can assure you, I will feel pain
There is no possibility of making a gain
Ofcourse your too good to be true
Which is why, I don't want to leave you
I cannot take the pain I feel
Truly, this life cannot be real
Please, consider my proposal
Love pounds me inside
Like hammers hitting concrete
Now the masterpiece is complete
Open your mind, give me a go
For inside, I've fallen apart
Is this how it's meant to be?
Or is there something wrong with me?
I've been waiting for an answer
Or a suggestion as to what we'll do
Now i'm lost
I don't know where to go
The offers there, its upto you
As to what you wanna do
I'm trying to get to you
So you can see, what you mean to me
The question is there
Take your time,
As i am powerless to your decision
Just please, answer my question.
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This one, is about a guy who decided to stab me in the back and started lying to me, insisting he was telling the truth.
I wanna spit in your face
Finally, put you in your place
Tell me, what are you gonna do?
Am I not good enough for you?
Tell me, is it me you fear?
Cos' just let me make one thing clear
You better be sure, its me you fear
Cos i'll fuck you up, if you don't adhere
You sit there, with a blank look on your face
Swearin' your telling the truth
But really, you got something to hide
Yes, I know you, you've always lied
It's not hard to tell you don't care
But to me, you just can't compare
To me, you are old and worn
If you keep up, into pieces you'll be torn
There is a difference between you and me,
And that is, I wouldn't want to be you
Knowing and seeing all the shit you do
But you don't even know the half of it yet
You can sit there and cry
And perhaps even wonder why
But only one thing will ever please me
And that will be if you die
You think all of this will just subside?
Don't fucking forget i'm still alive
We have memories for a reason
So that we may punish those in it
Do you know what this is all about?
Just remember, you can run..
But you'll never be able to get out
Like evil seeds in my heart, they sprout
Your probably having fun and laughing at me
Your probably having fun and lying about me
Just remember you have sinned
They shall be reminded to me
By the the whispers of the wind
I may not hear it all, but I am not blind
Let me guess, it's me your gonna blame?
All of this, just to claim a bit of fame
Really, where do you think your gonna end up?
Your nothin' but a stupid fuck up
If I wanted you dead
I'd make sure it took place
Belive me, no evidence not even a trace
Only one thing left, your mangled face
Just remember, only one of us will get away
And that day, might not be today, but just wait
All I wanna do is start a riot
Just remember, killers are quiet
As you may of guessed, I really dislike the person from the one above... I hope he knows it too :P
Cheers!
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