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I knew my ex for a full 2 years online before we were "together". She was a great girl, and over some time I really loved her. One day, I finally broke down and asked her to be my girlfriend. She said yes.
When I met her for the first time in the flesh, at the airport in the town where she lived, I choked back a thousand tears of joy. As soon as our eyes met, I knew she was it. She was my true love. Her opinion was likewise, and she cried like a baby for a while. lol...
Why is she my ex? Despite the love I have for her, and the love she has for me, we became different people over the years we were physically apart. Our personalities no longer mesh like they used to... so that means we either spend some time mending it, or we decide to be friends. I decided we should be friends, as I did not want her to have to "adjust to me". We still talk all the time, every day in fact, and I still love her. I'm not sure if I want to be with her forever, or if my heart is sick and just wants that love and companionship. I still currently see myself dying of old age with her by my side... good luck to all of those who have love... hold onto it for dear life.
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