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Shauk · 11-27-2003, 05:32 AM

I'm so angry right now.

Im going to post everything thats happened between me and my gf in the last 2 days.

I need to know if i'm the one at fault here, or if she is.

I honestly dont understand how she thinks this is my issue...

this is all posted in my livejournal

username "Shauk"

Yeah so I got up at 11ish today, hopped on the puter and did my normal "check email, check LJ, check local party boards, check on websites im hosting to make sure they are still up."
all that took no time so I went and wasted some time in irc, ran into some old people I havent talked to in 5 years or so.

one of which is a girl named "sexkitten"
Its a stupid name but in the word of irc where they are all desensitized to even the grossest things like tubgirl and goatse.cx well, it didnt phase me back then and it still didnt now.

we were talking about piercings cuz I was whining about how I had to take mine out every time I clock in at work, and she wanted to see what I had in my ears.

at this point amanda is awake, sees me talking to someone named "sexkitten" sending her a link to a picture of me with the piercings, and scratching my nards not even conciously.

well this is what you call a situation that is "not what it looks like"

anyways, it was funny regardless, it was cute to see amanda take me so personally,

full post and her comments can be found here

and my newest post on what happened about an hour ago...

here

so I ask, is this hopeless? this has been off and on for the last year and a half. Its getting to the point that if she even cracks wise about me cheating on her I get furious. I hate being accused falsely, I hate having a relationship where I am constantly under a police state. This has to stop and i dont know how.

my thanksgiving is horrible.

11-27-2003, 05:32 AM	#1 (permalink)
Shauk Confused Adult Location: Spokane, WA	I have no where else to post.... I'm so angry right now. Im going to post everything thats happened between me and my gf in the last 2 days. I need to know if i'm the one at fault here, or if she is. I honestly dont understand how she thinks this is my issue... this is all posted in my livejournal username "Shauk" Yeah so I got up at 11ish today, hopped on the puter and did my normal "check email, check LJ, check local party boards, check on websites im hosting to make sure they are still up." all that took no time so I went and wasted some time in irc, ran into some old people I havent talked to in 5 years or so. one of which is a girl named "sexkitten" Its a stupid name but in the word of irc where they are all desensitized to even the grossest things like tubgirl and goatse.cx well, it didnt phase me back then and it still didnt now. we were talking about piercings cuz I was whining about how I had to take mine out every time I clock in at work, and she wanted to see what I had in my ears. at this point amanda is awake, sees me talking to someone named "sexkitten" sending her a link to a picture of me with the piercings, and scratching my nards not even conciously. well this is what you call a situation that is "not what it looks like" anyways, it was funny regardless, it was cute to see amanda take me so personally, full post and her comments can be found here and my newest post on what happened about an hour ago... here so I ask, is this hopeless? this has been off and on for the last year and a half. Its getting to the point that if she even cracks wise about me cheating on her I get furious. I hate being accused falsely, I hate having a relationship where I am constantly under a police state. This has to stop and i dont know how. my thanksgiving is horrible. Last edited by Shauk; 11-27-2003 at 05:34 AM..