Do you know what Masochism is? Why are you doing this to yourself? You are setting yourself up as a roadbump, not an admirable way to go through life.
Let her grow up and decide things for herself, and stop being a crutch for her. Your emotional health wont stand for it.
She had an opportunity to devote herself to you and declined, consider yourself dumped and move on.
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'Tis better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than open one's mouth and remove all doubt.
Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784)
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