i would definately suggest going to see a professional of some sort, because they would have seen this so many times and they'd have the resourses to answer any questions you might have. you don't sound cranky to me. you sound like you're really trying to do what's best here. and as much as it must be hard for you to decide it really shows how much you care about this baby that you're taking this decision so seriously. take care. xoxo
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