I dont hate my current job, as much as I hate feeling locked up for life in a certain place. I hate that I come home and do the same thing. I love the kids, and my coworkers, I do, they are excellent. I, for years now, just feel that there is more to life than getting fat, saving money and coming home and watching TV.
I am not married, no kids, and just dying to get out and actually do something. I know teaching is something, but I just feel trapped, or stranded. Seven years in the same room, teaching the same thing.
I dont mean to come off like a baby, as I have a decent life going, but it feels sterile, dull, boring.
I am not naive that the Navy will be a grand adventure, as it will take hard work and problably be a pain in the ass at times, but I am looking at the travel, the comradiere, the new places, doing new things, all that stuff.
Man I sound like a baby. Sorry.
I also lost a close friend in 9 11 and I feel I am just sitting on my ass while terrorists are killing others. I feel like I should do my part to help out instead of asking others to do it for me.
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