I am pretty high maintenance, its gotten me into trouble in this relationship before. I'm trying to cool it this time through.
There is another added problem though. We are starting to get serious, so I am beginning to plan my life around her. I don't really like living in Utah, and before I met her, I was thinking about moving. When I am with her in Utah, its a fine place to live. But if she has made a new "friend" or is going out there to decide she is done dating me, I would like to know up front so I could start moving away from this state. The plan to move away has always been there, its just we were getting close enough that I figured in another year she might be willing to move with me.
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This too shall pass.
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