i like being my own person, an individual.... but i'm extremely lonely.
I'm really not the kind of guy to approach girls and I don't like social construct of 'dating', so I'm really my own worst enemy. I can talk to them fine but i'm usually oblivious if they actually are interested. I think I convince myself that they aren't so I can be myself, but at the same time that prevents me from doing anything.
I miss holding someone in my arms and forgetting about everything else... I miss just having someone to hold.
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