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I'm with wally, but like pappymojo it comes and goes in waves. Sometimes I'm just happy to be an individual, do what I want whenever, other times I really wish I had someone to share experiences and intimacy with.
Recently I was hooking up with a girl who had recently dumped her boyfriend (cause of multiple issues, mainly cheating and being a leech), but I recently called and talked with her and she says she's giving him one last chance (not sure how many chances he's had before), and then proceeded to tell me how she lets him walk all over her, and didn't want to even go with me out hiking or anything to avoid temptation (that second part, well both parts were rather frustrating for me). I asked her if she thought he would actually change, and she said "No". Told her to keep that in mind, keep me in mind, and have pretty much left it at that, don't really expect anything more.
I'm not really looking too hard, would be nice to find an outdoorsy girl at least. Someone I could take on real hikes (I've found my definition of hiking and other people's definition vary greatly), and show her the beautiful places I've found to venture to, clear ones mind and relax.
I've currently joined a couple clubs, Recreational Sports, and Snowboarding and biking clubs at my school, and well they are all things I enjoy, but I also see them as opportunities to get to know some more people that are into the same things I am, and see where things may go from there.
I'm fine on my own, but there are those urges and wants of a companion. Even a one-nighter has really lost it's appeal to me, I'd rather actually have a relationship.
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