it comes and goes in waves. I'm cool with who I am and I have fun all the time, but yeah it would be nice to share some time with a girl.
Recently, I fell really hard for this girl that I work with. I totally dig her, but she is self conscious about herself and had just gotten out of a long relationship. I tried everything and I couldn't get her to open up.
It is so frustrating. Now I'm kind of wrapped up in something that is probably not going to happen, and it kills me. Makes me question everything about myself (which can be a good thing at times and in moderation).
<<sighs>> I just need to get laid.
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