i think people get in this rut all the time. people need to find something that challenges them or life will seem meaningless. motivation.. a goal.
there are too many people in this world who hide from the future and dwell in the past or present.. it is a negative cycle of defeat.
i see the bullshit that life is. i recognize this and try to work to change that for myself. i am not a cog. at least i try not to be.. i think it all comes down to finding happiness. who am i to judge what's right for you? while happiness should come from within, it's whatever floats your boat. and if you're not happy, then maybe you should find ways to change that.. granted, i think it's possible to be a cog and enjoy life... you just gotta find how
