sounds like you need to have a change of pace. Get out and see the country, take a road trip, maybe you and a good friend of yours, unless they end up just dragging you down to the level your trying to escape. if they do that, go it alone. visit family from out of the state, meet new family that you have never met. or hell even meet some of your favorite TFP people. just get out of a rut. i know its easy to say, and its easy to listen to that advice, but shut up and do it! i think it would do you good. im not saying shut your feelings up, but if you really think about doing it, dont just talk about doing it and dont follow through... (just thought id clear that up...)
so, get packed, and see the country. plus then you could find some new barstools
