I feel that way all the time. Although I assume it would be different if I actually had a job that made a difference of something. But it just seems like unless you make drastic changes to what is considered the norm, it seems like life is so routine. Nothing ever really changes, just minor details.
If you've ever read the book the Alchemist, I wish I could be like that. Go against what everyone had planned for you, manage to support yourself and travel the world not knowing what you'll find. That would be great. Even if you're doing something you love or makes you happy, it's like what the hell difference is this ever gonna make, you know? I guess you just have to accept it.
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