When it comes down to it what is going to happen will happen with or without you worrying about it. There are certain things in life you just have no control over. But there are also some things you can control. Those are the areas of your life that you need to concentrate on.
I am in the exact same place you are right now in your life. So I completely understand. Be very thankful that you have a supportive boyfriend and that you are able to get an education. In the long run that will be more importent then anything else. Don't feel sorry for yourself. That will only bring you down farther. Yes you are far from home but it is only a temporary thing. One day you will have all that you desire. Now life is mearly an inconvenience.
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