Czernobog insprired me to post his
Czernobog inspired me to post this.
I wrote this a long time ago, and well his posts made remember a time earlier in my life.
I had to look for this one but found it
this is from 2/27/95
Never Loved
Loved
never loved
in your arms
never your arms
trees
grass
suns
moons
only moons
silver moons
blue moons
no moons
never moons
stars
sometimes stars
only scars
ripping
deceiving
crying
fucking
never needing
never needing
can't need
I can't
never
almost never
tomorrow
today
today's gone
i'm gone
aleays gone
disapeared
can't see
impossible
won't see
not me
blind
keller
blind
hell
here
now
die
how
goodbye
never goodbye
always high
high
high
high
lower
falling
lower
dropping
falling
ever lower
down
way way
down
loved
never loved
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~Esen
What is everyone doing in my room?
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