WhoaitsZ

EDIT: after hearing cyn comment privately and JRVA's message - the only thing i can really say is I was pissed at one of the snobs of english. the ones who, if you do not speak like they do, slam us for using certain words.

excessive swearing can be quite lame. yet if you (I) are speaking straight out, no alterations, then it isn't lame - its reality.

so if someone wishes me to speak differently I point them to the below:



this is not a flame. this is something i've wanted to say for years. i hope you like it. if you don't understand i pity you.

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For the last 8-10 years I have fought everything imaginable, including people.

People. The same folks who smile and say ‘hey buddy!’. Some of them being those all-American be yourself bullshiters. Liars.

I am so tired of living in a world where I have to change my speech to satisfy someone. Fuck that shit. If my thoughts are too explicit that you feel the need to skip what I have to say then be my guest and g o a w a y. I am sick and fucking tired of Nazism.

And now I’ll hear someone say I’m going overboard or being silly or trolling. No sir, I am simply sick of people trying to control my life.

See, I am speaking out. I have no fear except for being banned, but I know this will not happen for this reason because I break no rules and I do everything for this place that I can, but more importantly it gives me back the respect I give it.

If you never listen to a man for how he puts something instead of how he says it then you are throwing your brain away. What if you ever need advice from one of us who do not willingly bend over so society can rape us?

My whole life has been struggle. I have won. Not even 20 minutes ago I had to suction my lungs before I drowned. So if I now I face a literature nazi then I have zero fear or reason to wish to abide by his shallow laws.

Death hasn’t won. Life hasn’t won. On-line bullies haven’t won.

What would you do if I went on your turf and could somehow tell you how ignorant your words are?

Every single one of you who wish me to speak how you speak offend and shame me. There is no reason to be such close minded that a word can offend your or make you think less of me. That is shallow beyond reasoning.
Grow up, man. Life has never ever played by rules that we prefer.

Oh and before someone says I’m too angry or self centered. Touché!

I want to be your friend. I like people. I just don’t intend them to walk on me.

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