First thing first butthead,
Congratulations and thanks for sharing with us your very interesting and well written post. It's a credit to you.
Secondly, you said that your current medication has increased aggression and violent behaviour as a side effect? I'm surprised. I can only presume this is the lesser of two evils (ie, you need to take the medication for something else that's worse).
You seem to certainly have the right attitude and frame of mind. You realise that this is not a problem with you "as a person", and most importantly you accept that there is something you need to work on. That's more than half the battle mate.
I can't offer you any professional advice, but I think it would be an excellent idea to seek some. I don't mean that in a dodgy way! Just see if you can talk to someone who is trained in helping people with anger problems. It's a known issue and there are tips and tricks in how to handle it.
I'm very impressed you took the time and effort to come here and post this message, so I'm confident you can work towards addressing this issue.
Go for it mate!
Mr Mephisto
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