i have the same problem
i cant talk to women all too well. Breaking to ice for me requires an atom bomb or something.
Sure i can talk to girls and all, but i suck at meeting new people, especially girls. I kinda got my confidence destroyed after 2 relationships turning shit and the girls beeing real bitches. I guess this made me uneasy around people, and girls for that matter.
Nowa days im kinda hostile to women though
as ive had a few oppurtunities this year to get laid, ive usually blown them by stating how shallow and stupid the girls are
and ofcourse that doesnt really go too well as i live in a really small town (word of mouth and everyone knows you). I really have to hook up with someone this summer, as i think i might turn bitter without it.
Me and my friends are kinda an exclusive club if you may, its hard to get in and we dont like to be around other people. if we ever go to public parties like christmas ball or something atleast one of us carries somekind of weapon. So many fucked up people around here its allmost impossible not to get into trouble, which is one of the reasons we keep to ourselfs.