Welcome to the life of a directionless adult women. 85% of the women our age that I encounter feel the same way you do. It comes from being raised with no worthwhile skills, and being told that there's nothing more to life than being a mother. At least, that's how most of the people I know have gotten into that situation. They're lost, hopeless, and unfortunately some of them have children as they're dealing with extreme levels of depression.
Well, guess what. You're at the bottom. You see it. You know it. Now it's time to start finding ways to look up.
It sounds like you want to be a nurse.
Hey, I know California's education system... and you're in California. I assume you're a California resident. Walk into the financial aid office at a local community college, fill out the necessary paperwork, and see if you qualify for fee/tuition waivers. The next step is to visit an advising counselor to see exactly what courses you need to take. Dive in.
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"Sometimes I have to remember that things are brought to me for a reason, either for my own lessons or for the benefit of others." Cynthetiq
"violence is no more or less real than non-violence." roachboy
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