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For the record, the relationship is over. Got rather verbally nasty at the very end, but not too much so. I had feelings for this woman apart from sexual attraction, she was very nice to me at times, always offered me something to eat/drink when I came over and made us both coffee in the morning. She helped me out on a late sunday afternoon when my car broke down in the middle of a snow storm. Ultimately we had very little in common, and I made some mistakes. Live and learn. I loved playing with her massive boobs they were so warm and soft Ive never been with a woman with such large boobs and Im a boob man. I wanted to take naked pics of her but she said no. I wanted to do 69 but she said no. Wouldn't let me come anywhere near her face. She would constantly text me passive-aggressive notes which pissed the hell out of me. We would have a nice day together, then 2 hours later she would text me something nasty and when I would bring it to her attention she would act like she had no idea what I was talking about.
So, back into the dating pool. Im talking with a few as of today. I treat women with respect, and I expect to have sex with the woman Im with. If there is chemistry I will consider going to the next level, but I will not date someone for months of my life and not have sex. Im not a player, I only am with one woman at a time, I never even looked at another woman when I was with L (yes I did). She would always look at me for my response whenever an attractive (or young) woman walked by. We were both sitting in the whirlpool at the club together when 2 attractive young women in bikinis strolled in...she looked at me so hard, it was crazy. I tried as hard as I could to look straight down into the water, thinking she would instantly stick an icepick in my balls if I looked at them.
Live and learn. Dating is tricky.
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