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No I think you are right. Its about sex. Im starting to resign myself to it. And I say resign because I went into this looking for a long term relationship, ready to commit ready to be 100% monogamous. We have nothing in common, absolutely nothing. Our backgrounds, our outlook on just about everything is different. And she does have a great body. She's got huge boobs, and I love huge boobs and never been with a woman who had them, 38DD. Thin waist, and she's got a glorious vagina.
We went shopping at Victorias Secret this weekend. The women are in shopping mode, same expression on their faces. The 1 or 2 guys either have completely blank expressions or slight grins on their faces. I went there hoping to have a little fun and find something hot, she is looking for a deal like she is buying car tires, ignoring the sexuality of the place completely. We spent 30 minutes gathering up some hot numbers for her, she goes to try everything on and comes out shaking her head saying nothing fits. Jesus, all for nothing...instant erection-killer. Another of her little games I immediately think. She found 1 bra on sale for $6 that didn't fit her when she tried it on at home. And she bought lube that was really shampoo so i have very clean pubes this weekend.
I am trying to be monogamous here and not be the cheating bastard. If I ask her if we can have open relationship and see other people I know she's going to want to breakup on the spot. So I can't find someone else until after we breakup. I think we both know we have very little in common but she sees something in me she wants and I see...a massive rack.
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