We went and joined a health club together this weekend. Lifetime Fitness, all the bells and whistles. Im not even sure why I joined. Im thinking this may be yet another form of control. Or she may want to see what I am like in a hyper-social setting. Control, trust, control, PTSD, mistrust, flashbacks, projection, trauma, insecurity. We has sex 3 times this weekend. Alot of drama with this girl. She almost fainted at Subway after we worked out at club. She got this lube from meijers that is supposed to get warm when used, not very slippery. Saw Black Swan, maybe not the best date flick.
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