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We are supposed to spend the day together, and I am dreading it. Spent most of the week sending passive-aggressive text messages to eachother. I feel like fucking her so hard she starts swearing at me (she did that once) and cumming in her goddamn face. She loves telling me she's on her period..."having my womans days teehee". This is code for "No sex for you, buddy hahaha."
She says her first husband left her for a younger woman. Says that most men fool around on their husbands where she comes from. Says her second husband beat her up so bad she had to go to a shelter. My ex and I grew apart, had nothing in common, high school sweetheart syndrome. We were married for 10 years. She was a sweet beautiful young thing that turned into a raging neoconservative. My current girlfriend is also politically very conservative, socially as well it appears. On our trip she told me a story of how when she was 16 she was in charge of some kind of moral neighborhood code where she would mentor other teenagers how to behave and dress and handle themselves around boys.
I have no idea how the day is going to go, and I don't like this feeling. I guess there is no avoiding temptation. "JUST CONTROL YOURSELF, SELFISH BASTARD"
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