my body IMAGE more than my body size effects my sex life...
if i am "feeling fat"... then certain positions make me feel even more fat... ugly... vulnerable...
Willow is more than understanding, loving, and actually prefers me heavier than i usually am.... but i still limit myself with my own feelings and perceptions... it's hard on him, as he is often saying he wishes that i could see myself through his eyes...
i feel pretty sad about it at times... and am working on changing it... talking about it with others and realizing i am not alone helps a lot...
thanks to those of you who come here and share so openly...
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