boink

your painting a picture of life not worth living.

I'd rather head for the hills, even if I were to die going toe to toe with a wolf or freeze to death, get gangrene from a cut or something, I'd rather be off alone than live with the foul breed of humanity your describing. Alone in the Wilderness (if you've seen that) is the way to go.

I have a hard time picture this...I live across the street from a lake. plenty of water there even if I did need to boil it. the neighborhood is wealthy very wealthy, ( I'm in a cheap little basement apartment ) two gated communities within a 5 min walk, Dale Chihuly's house is a 15 min walk away. up on the hill to the north is a large gay community and to the south is a largely black community, mixed with pockets of gentrification.overall I'd say the "work together" community as larger than the "kill or be killed" community.

I'd like to think being prepared for any kind of breakdown would be more slanted to being useful and helpful rather than geared up for killing. and I also think if you focus and plan for total kayos- brother against brother, you'll get just that.

__________________
when you believe in things that you don't understand, then you suffer. Superstition ain't the way.