It looks like somebody's been doing some homework because half the shit you posted is on a bulleted list on the sociopath wikipedia page!
If what you say is true, you are all kinds of fucked up and need help. If you've really killed almost 1000 animals then you need to be doped up or something. Go to the doctor. Yes I know you love getting responses from us but if there's a chance you'll listen to my advice then I'll go for it.
I hate animal killers but from your point of view and your posting I can almost sympathize with you. You do these things and enjoy them and you know that it's not normal but how are you supposed to simply drop the feelings you have? How do you change who you are? Maybe 100mg of something will do the trick. Seriously, go talk to someone.
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