I am so sorry for your loss. Suicide in unlike other deaths. You are left with so many questions. It defies ones own fear of their own mortality.
My brother committed suicide when he was 24 and I was 18. My life was forever changed after that. Its part of the reason I need so much control in my life. And why I worry about things I dont need to worry about. I didnt worry about him and look what happened...
I shall light a candle and sing a low loving prayer for him...and for you and all those he left behind...
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