Idyllic

I never thought I would live past 27.

I never thought I would be an older mom.

I never thought I would have a child with a birth defect, and I never thought I would see it at five months pregnant.

I never thought I would survive watching my three month old have major surgery and then again at thirteen months and many more to come.

I never thought I would forgive myself for my youth. Still iffy at times.

I never thought being molested would fuck me up so much. (Grancey)

I never thought I would talk about being molested.

I never thought I would feel so institutionalized as a stay at home mom.

I never thought I'd get old. Now I just hope I get to get older.

I never thought I would need a hysterectomy.

I never thought I would not be able to have more children.

I never thought I would be GLAD I didn't have more children, especially boys.

I never thought my husband would be worse than my two young boys.

I never thought I would be married for 10 years.

I never thought I would still like him? Most of the time.

I never thought getting older would make me feel so aged.

I never thought I'd have never thought so many things..........