First of all, ain't nothin wrong with heavier set ladies. I personally love the plus size galls. Infact, It's making me a lil hard thinking about it.
Secondly, it still sounds like you're thinking about things ass backwards. But hey, that's just me dude, at the end of the day you have to work it out for yourself.
Honestly mate, it sounds like you just need to chill out and relax. Sexuality and relationships aren't by the book. Fuck what society implies and what anyone else says. You need to step back, relax, and have a little think about what you actually want.
Screwing randoms or looking for love off the internet is only going to get you so far. I honestly think you should just get out there, the real world, and just try and meet people. Try and make some female friends and get to know them without thinking with your dick or instantly wondering if they're marriage material, it's putting too much pressure on yourself man. In time you'll start to develop the social skills and confidence you need and trust me, men and women will notice that.
But hey, I might just be talking shit, either way man, I think you just need to relax a little.
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