Xapphire

I haven't used the computer for more than email and research for the past couple weeks, it's driving me nuts, but I'm soooo ready to move out of this house, and I'm trying to twist it every which way I can to make it happen.
We found a house, we fell in love with it, now we have to get a loan, and I just can't deal with the disappointment if we don't get it. We have an appointment with the loan officer on Thursday, but I'm so afraid someone else will put a bid in and it will get accepted before we have our ducks in a row. Tried to get pre-qualified, but the lender we were doing it with before has not returned calls, acknowledged messages, anything, so now I'm even more paranoid when I don't hear from this loan officer when she says she'll call.

If this doesn't work, I'm going to go insane, I'm probably already there after the stress of the past 6 months, but I can not handle another disappointment, I need this house.

I had to vent, get this off my chest someplace. I miss you girls, and hopefully will have good news to update this with, I've got to go try and nap a bit, I'm not sleeping well.