You're pretty new here so you haven't had the full TFP experience yet. I can assure you that you'll get nothing but encouragement here, and combined with the professional help you said you're going to get, I'm looking forward to seeing you progress through recovery.
What I want you to do right now is dump out any alcohol you have, then throw any drugs/mess you have abuse or can abuse in the toilet and flush them; the last thing you need during a difficult time is temptation.
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