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anti_fisstick, you wrote it so well I could clearly understand you version of fear of failure. mine is slightly different. For example one is very strong, makes decisions very independent of course with good intent, little rude (birth nature) etc etc etc and all this takes family on very positive growth. Everyone gets used to the way you are. Everything seems fine. But when you fail what ever reason.... difficult to disclose... Now you are no longer strong, no longer wise, no longer credible and your own people, who followed you, were with you, gets frustrated with you and goes to the point where they misbehave with you! Now you cant blame them. well you werent bad either.... This fear grips me so bad! This makes me very indifferent and not react for many situations. And when you react, you think 100 times whether you hurt or bother people to turn them in to your dormant enemies. I know it is too much exaggeration but I have strong reasons why I feel this way.
You will be fine and will do good. Have some bear hugs
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