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I fear being involved in a road accident. I got this after I met with an accident 6 years ago. While riding my bike or driving car, the scene right in front of me will change in to a accident. I will live through the whole experience of meeting with an accident in a fraction of a second in my vision (imagination). Immediately I will be back to reality. No one can notice even a slight disturbance in my driving or face expression. But this happens all the time. It does not make me feel tired or upset. But just that it happens always just like an alerting mechanism to keep me on top of awareness. I got used to it now. But it keeps happening.
And very recently I had developed a very mild form of fear towards darkness. Mostly because I very keenly listened to people fear and experience on ghosts/darkness. It doesnt bother me too, but I cant ignore that it is there. But I dont retreat, I just go through the fear and clearly experience it.
The worst fear I have is to fail in life for what ever reason, and that failure leading to change all your close loved ones or family to turn against you. Unfortunately I cant discuss why and how I developed this fear... But this fear is haunting me for past few months
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