Yeah, I forgot that my dreams usually reveal my deeper fears... my most common ones involve either 1) not being able to find my husband (abandonment/being lost), and 2) my husband doing all kinds of horrible things that hurt me (which I usually call the "evil twin" dreams).
Every time I wake up from those dreams, I have to reach over and snuggle as close to him as I can, to drive it into my conscious mind that this is the Real husband and to make the dream-remnants go away. But the fears are always there, quite deep in my subconscious, I guess.
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